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today, i emailed my favorite professor back. i'm glad to be able to talk with him, and i'm really glad that he came into my life.
he listens to everything i say, uplifts me when i need encouragement, and even when i don't explicitly ask for any encouragement.
he's said some of the nicest things to me than i've ever heard before. on top of that, he hired me to make art to decorate his online course and we get to chat about games and anime! :] this school has been the best decision i've ever made in my life. i love my friends, my roommate, my classes, most of my classmates, made connections with so many of my professors, and i've grown so much as a person. in a way, it's like it helped me find myself.